CONSCIOUS RELATIONSHIPS.

Now, my life can only be described as a conscious journey. It hasn’t always been like this. I know I have done many posts before on where I have been as a person, what I have been through and how awakening saved my ass.(Forgive my language.) Today, I came across a tiny notebook I had…

The Light

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Courtesy of Pinterest Whoever said there is light at the end of the tunnel was right because I can see it. Ever since I started therapy my life has really changed. I have learned so many things about myself, made shocking discoveries of parts that I never knew existed in…

CHILDREN OF A LESSER GOD.

I came across a post the other day that read. “If you can’t accept something of your earthly father then how can you accept it on God. ” This provoked thinking about the beliefs that people hold especially on matters religion. I am spiritual. Not religious. This means I don’t believe in separation. I believe…

THROUGH DARKNESS TO LIGHT.

So I happened to watch one of the morning programs on TV and I came across a discussion that was happening about a child’s sexuality. A man who was part of the guest spoke on how he was brought up around some good hearted hookers. They did what he called pleasant abuse. He felt good…

SHADOW SELVES.

Shadow selves are the parts of us that we try to repress and suppress because at a subconscious level we believe it’s not okay to be to hold these kind of thoughts, or to feel whatever we are feeling. Humans are not inherently evil. Murderers aren’t born with murder traits purely imprinted on their DNA….

THROUGH MY EYES.

There were days in my life I never caught a glimpse of the light at the end of the tunnel, let alone spot the tunnel itself. There were days I was riddled with so much pain and guilt, a feeling of unworthiness even before the eyes of my Divine Father. The nights I’d stay on,…

DIFFERENT KINDS OF PEOPLE.

In my everyday life, I meet so many different kinds of people. People who are outright cold and mean and I can’t help but wonder why they would choose to live their lives with such negativity hanging around them. I mean, who hurt them? Who tampered with their self esteem? Why do they have to…

THE SCIENCE OF HUMAN EMOTIONS.

One of the major reasons that I felt compelled to go out of what I was taught to believe was the undeniable consistencies in life. I observed that regardless of who you were, what you believed in, whether you were atheist or not, Buddhist or Christian, whatever race or ethnic community, gender.. life unfolded equally….

PEOPLE LIKE ME.

Curiosity has been my middle name since childhood. Growing up with a lot of questions regarding what was taught to me was the order of the day. Since the ones I was directing my questions to didn’t really know, I was met with the answers like God works in mysterious ways, or we shouldn’t question…

Needless living.

My chambers had this lightness, as if I was floating through life. This fullness, even when all there is was strive. This joyfullness that lasted twenty four seven. I felt rich with no bank notes, Freed with no flapping wings, Healed wholly from within. It was this feeling.. A deep knowing, Of needless living. @Lilian…